I can’t recall how many times I’ve tried to create a great blog. I had so many ideas, so many dreams and so many those high moments when I would think: Yes, this time I will make it. And I would be so excited, to begin with, but then after a while, I would just not know what to write. And I would always feel super guilty, that I kind of promised an amazing, interesting blog, and then I would not deliver. I would torture myself with negative thoughts of ‘Again M., you did not do it’.
I would feel horrible for a few days, then think why to bother to start again, it is embarrassing. For someone who is naturally anxious, it usually feels like climbing to Mount Everest to start again the same thing. The thought of someone thinking of me as a loser or laughing at me because I didn’t achieve something or I didn’t perform what is expected of me is the most petrifying moment of my entire existence.
So this time, I am not excited. I am not going to promise you a fabulous and pretty blog. I am not going to write about how I feel, or what have I been doing. I am instead going to express my own opinion about the subjects that matter to me the most.
You do not have to like it. You do not need to agree with me. You do not have to even read my posts.
I am hoping that one day though, my platform will make you feel inspired and motivated. And my words will make you feel confident and brave every day.